Saturday, October 22, 2016

First Post

I remember back when I started my first blog it was when I had a whirlwind of emotions, desires and thoughts that I could not tame. I didn't know who would want to listen to me, so I just processed through writing daily blogs.
I'm in a completely different season of my life now. I'm a mom of a toddler, working full time as a teacher, married, living with my in-laws, and active in a church. But I am noticing a whirlwind of emotions, desires and thoughts that I keep feeling the need to sort out. I'm very short on time, but need an outlet to process my thoughts and prayers. I've been feeling frustrated because there is so much I want to do at a level I can't seem to attain, and never enough time. I know I need time to myself to process and center myself, but I can never seem to find the time to do it.
A video blog of a hs friend's wife of mine inspired me to start my blog again, but a 2.0 version because I can no longer make my first blog public because I ended up sharing too much private info. Why am I making this blog public? Because with me, something about making it public makes me more accountable to posting regularly, and makes me more thoughtful because the ideas and thoughts seem to be going somewhere.. out there.. even if it never gets read.

I want to write more, but feel the need to shower before my toddler and husband get home from giving me a short break.